Scorpio
Seen in the light of evolution, biology is, perhaps, intellectually the most satisfying and inspiring science. Without that light it becomes a pile of sundry facts -- some of them interesting or curious but making no meaningful picture as a whole.
Theodosius Dobzhansky
The habit you have been carrying forward without question served you once, but now it runs on its own momentum rather than your need. You can feel this in the small irritation that surfaces when you catch yourself doing the thing again, the way your body moves through the motion while your mind is already somewhere else. What made sense three years ago might be the very thing standing between you and what wants to happen next. The hardest part is not stopping the habit but admitting that the version of you who needed it no longer lives here.