Sagittarius

The thing you are afraid of and the thing you want most are often the same thing, viewed from different angles. You recognize this in how the fear has its own forward momentum, how it pulls you toward exactly what makes you nervous rather than away from it. The wanting disguises itself as avoidance, and the avoidance reveals itself as a form of approach. What looks like retreat is actually you positioning yourself at the right distance to see the whole shape of what you are moving toward, not backing down from it.