Pisces
Then indecision brings its own delays, And days are lost lamenting over lost days. Are you in earnest? Seize this very minute; What you can do, or dream you can do, begin it; Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
The apology that was never offered carries its own weight in your chest, but not because you are waiting for the words. You stopped needing the words months ago, maybe longer. What you carry now is the recognition that someone you cared about was hurting badly enough to hurt you, and that knowledge changes how you hold the whole story. The sharpest edges of what happened have worn smooth not because time passed, but because you can see the size of their struggle now. What feels like forgiveness is actually just a clearer view of what was never really about you at all.