Pisces

The thing you are afraid of wanting is the same thing you have been quietly preparing for all along. You notice how easily you can picture the version of yourself that has it, and how quickly you turn away from that picture. There is something about your own readiness that makes you more nervous than your own unreadiness ever did. You have been gentle with everyone else's dreams while treating your own like something fragile that might break if you looked at it directly. The fear is not that you cannot have it. The fear is that you can.