Pisces
The white man is very clever. He came quietly and peaceably with his religion. We were amused at his foolishness and allowed him to stay. Now he has won our brothers, and our clan can no longer act as one.
Chinua Achebe
The money question that keeps returning is not really about the amount you owe or the choice you need to make. It is about how other people's financial anxieties have been quietly finding their way into your thinking, one conversation at a time. You have been carrying their worry about market crashes and retirement plans and whether anyone can afford anything anymore, and now their fear feels like your own reasonable concern. The question you keep asking yourself about money is actually the question someone else needed you to ask. What you thought was your careful consideration was their panic, passed along so gently you never felt it arrive.