Leo

The things you are afraid of wanting are usually the things you have wanted longest. There is a particular terror in admitting to yourself that the life you have been building around safety might not be the life you actually want to live. You can feel it in the way certain conversations make your chest tight, the way you change the subject when someone asks what you would do if money were not a question. The fear is not really about failing at the thing you want. The fear is about being seen wanting it, about standing in a room where everyone can watch you reach for something you might not get.