Capricorn
As with all tyrannies, the clue to the nature of totalitarianism lies in its radical challenge to the constitutive elements of civilized society. Total domination has to destroy freedom itself as a human capacity.
Hannah Arendt
The version of yourself that you outgrew was always carrying more than its fair share, and you can see this now in the way your shoulders still brace for weight that is no longer there. You were the one who remembered the details, who followed through when others forgot, who said yes to the extra task because someone had to do it. This pattern served a purpose once, but it also trained you to see every situation through the lens of what might fall apart if you stepped back. The person you are becoming knows that some things are allowed to fall apart, and that this is not the same as letting people down.