Capricorn
Anything that's human is mentionable, and anything that is mentionable can be more manageable. When we can talk about our feelings, they become less overwhelming, less upsetting, and less scary. The people we trust with that important talk can help us know that we are not alone.
Fred Rogers
The thing you have been carrying is not actually yours to carry, but you have been holding it so long that setting it down feels like giving up on something important. This happens when someone else's idea of what you should want becomes the frame through which you measure your own progress. You can feel the weight of it in how tired you get when you think about the next step forward, the way success in this direction feels hollow before you even reach it. The relief you are looking for is not in achieving what they mapped out for you, but in admitting that their map was drawn for a different person entirely.