Cancer

The thing you are afraid of wanting is the same thing you have been quietly preparing for without admitting it. You know this because of the small ways you have been arranging your life, making room for something you tell yourself you are not ready for. The fear feels like wisdom, but it is actually the cost of caring too much about the outcome before you have even tried. What you call being careful, other people might call being ready. The week ahead asks you to consider that the readiness and the wanting arrived at the same time, and neither one is waiting for your permission.