Cancer

The routine that feels wrong now was right when you started it, and the wrongness is not a failure of the routine but a success of your own changing. You built something to hold a version of yourself that needed holding, and now you have outgrown the container you made. This is what growth looks like in real time: not the dramatic shedding you expected, but the quiet discomfort of something that once felt necessary now feeling tight. The question is not whether to abandon what you built, but how to honor what it gave you while making room for who you are becoming.