Aries

The thing you are afraid of wanting is the same thing you have been quietly preparing for without admitting it. You have been collecting the right books, having the right conversations, learning the right names to drop when the moment comes. The fear is not that you might fail at it but that you might succeed and then have to become the person who did that thing. What you call hesitation is actually the last few weeks of being someone who only dreams about it instead of someone who asks for it.