Aries
Bureaucracy develops the more perfectly, the more it is 'dehumanized', the more completely it succeeds in eliminating from business love, hatred, and all purely personal, irrational, and emotional elements which escape calculation.
Max Weber
The thing you are afraid of wanting is the same thing you have been circling for months without naming it. You keep finding reasons why it is too big, too risky, too much to ask for right now. But the fear is not really about the size of what you want. It is about how much you want it, how the wanting has gotten larger than what feels safe to carry around. The week ahead is asking you to stop managing the size of your own appetite and start planning for what happens when you get exactly what you have been afraid to reach for.