Aquarius

The choice you keep delaying at work is not really about whether you want to do the thing. It is about whether you want to be the person who does the thing for everyone else who cannot or will not. You have been treating this as a question of personal preference when it is actually a question of role. The team already knows what you are capable of, and they are waiting to see if you know it too. What feels like being asked to carry more than your share might actually be recognition that you can carry what others cannot.