Aquarius
I've looked at life from both sides now From up and down and still somehowIt's life's illusions I recallI really don't know life at all
Joni Mitchell
The signal your body has been sending is not asking for your opinion about whether it is convenient. It is information, delivered without regard for your schedule or your preferences about what kind of information you wanted to receive this month. You have been treating it as a request you can decline rather than data you need to factor into decisions you are already making. The gap between what your body is reporting and what you are willing to hear is not a disagreement you can win by waiting longer. What matters now is not whether the signal fits your plans, but whether your plans account for what the signal means.