Aquarius

The conversation you have been avoiding is the one where you already know what both people will say. This is why you keep postponing it, not because the outcome is uncertain but because it is too certain, and certainty requires you to act on what you learn. You have been running scenarios for weeks, hearing their voice in your head, mapping the exact moment when their face will change. The strange thing about finally having it is how much smaller it becomes once it moves from your mind into the room between you. What felt impossible to start becomes impossible to stop.